I'm inspired by more and more blogs lately. I'm especially trying my hardest to discover and keep up with blogs too, with the help of bloglovin, of course. Trying to listen to more music too. Lets see though, since we met last I was weary of how I'm going to keep up my motivation to blog. Yeah duh obviously I'm not really that dedicated... but I'm still thinking about doing it. But I just never do it, that's the problem. Haha if it were only as easy as thinking about it.
I'm not disciplined at all. The most disciplined I've been in my whole entire life i going 8 (almost 9) months without drinking soda. If you do your math that means I made (and kept) my new years resolution: to quit drinking soda/energy drinks. I used to drink 3 to 4 Rockstar energy drinks a day back when I lived in Las Vegas and probably one or two during my first semester in college. I made that resolution because my boyfriend always complained that I didn't drink enough water and that I always had soda. Which was true.... but to my defense, I really liked soda. Anyway, whatever. So I haven't drank any soda whatsoever since January 1st, 2011. But yeah, I drink a crapload of Arizona Green Tea and the occasional fruit punch. I still get that sugary stuff.... just without any carbonation.
The idea is that if I can quit one of my favorite drinks, I can quit eating mega unhealthily. It's really hard, it's almost as if its not my choice. Like I don't have an option, my body just kinda gets in the car and drives to Taco Bell by itself. Lame excuse, but it's feels real haha. I really do want to lose weight though. Its embarrassing. I don't like looking like this. But I like food more than I like anything else, what can I make of it?
I suppose that if I can make healthy choices about soda, I can make healthy choices about food... right?
I've boiled it down to this: I can decline the junk food, but what do I eat instead! That's the million dollar question.
Aside from that, I have a shopping problem.
Time for bed, goodnight.
